f68Hi Colin–I hope this is not too long-winded! I just read your message for today and the interesting energency statements you used that I will copy out and carry with me now–cool stuff. Now, I just wanted to report about the outcome–at least the first outcome–of filling out the Manifestation worksheet. I envisioned something rather large to offset financial worries. Nothing showed up for days. Then this morning I think something did, though it seems to me that I’ve not quite nailed this process, given what happened. At the same time, it has its own curious validity, I think, and is related to my having used the worksheet. What it was is this: I was horrified today to see that I did not have enough in my bank account of real money to make my car payment, due in three days, and no way to get hold of any real money. So against my will I applied the payment to a credit card that is already getting up there, but I was simply so dismayed that I had to do that. Minutes later I get a call from one of the movers I had contracted about an upcoming move in late July that I plan–to go and live out in Arizona. I’m now in Massachusetts. For someone without enough income even for a car payment, that’s definitely hopeful thinking, isn’t it? But my apt. lease is up and I will find a way–feel I will. I’ve moved 18 times. I want this to be the last one for this life’s adventure. So–I’m talking to movers who have no idea of my finances. Well, the one I think is likely to be the best called minutes after I paid the car payment by credit, which thus left some unexpected real cash in my bank account since it did not get used for the car–no way to split the payment between debit and credit. The mover in a nice way asked for a holding deposit of one hundred dollars if I wanted to lock in the move. I felt intuitively it was time to commit to the path of the move, and that he would do as good a job and hopefully better than most of the movers out there (an industry I know well, now). Since the deposit had to be real cash, there it was in my bank acount. I should add that every month after I pay my car payment I usually have no more than twenty dollars left for the week before the first, which is payday. I was able to apply the hundred dollars of real cash to the mover’s schedule and have enough left over to attend the graduation of a dear friend without using credit for a drink and meal. I know it must sound backwards, since I did have to use the card–the creditor has no grace period–but it seems very propitious to me that it all happened this way. Not the smooth sailing of someone getting the amount I envisioned in the worksheet–not yet, anyway–but in its own rather odd way, I think it was a break in the stagnancy of manifesting zero for a year now. I will keep at it, with the aim to remove all credit cards from my life before I pass on, but grateful right now for the opportunity to make it through the month this way with more than twenty dollars, for a change. I used to make a high salary, left the job to write, and have made nothing from the writing after two years of trying. I expect that is a sign I need to acknowledge and maybe the worksheet will assist with that or make it clear the writing is not in the cards (as it were). All in all, I think the worksheet is extremely interesting as a process. I will keep with it. I will check resources to see what I need till month’s end, and if there is still enough, I will use it to buy your book, gladly! There should be, given I am used to rice and beans for the last week of a month and can forfeit anything more grandiose–I can do that again, easy…
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